This is better than new year countdown.

Library, Anna is getting cuter by days (=

I am still borrowing The End of poverty and The Economic Hit Man, 3rd times now.

And the rest,

The 48 Laws of Power is a 1998 book by Robert Greene and Joost Elffers. The book shares thematic elements with Niccolò Machiavelli's The Prince and has been compared to Sun-Tzu's classic treatise The Art of War.

Since I cannot find a book about Communism or North Korea, I stumble upon this book which I predicted to be more... intense.

'Micheal Mason convincingly shows that enviromental democracy is shaped by socialized patterns of understanding rooted in networks of power and trust. Such networks are in turn the product of governance and the tolerance of injustice..'

And I will never get enough of this; I have to read to understand the dvd wholly. We will watch this again aren't we? hehe.

Thats about it and I should be busy reading the whole day.

I can't wait for Amar to be in BWN.

Oh please let the clock ticks faster! Weheeeeeee.

One more day..

...and I shall be leaving my asylum (=

"And after all thats been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go

Couldn't stand to be kept away
Not for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love"
- Az Yet, Hard to say I'm sorry.

I miss Amar!

Slow saturday.

Think a lot.

Many many thing.

Chatted with Mardea at the bank earlier today.

It has been a while..she's still cute as always.

Check EGM again then I'm off eating buns (that reminds me of Amar.)

And and Koay Teow Daging banyak banyak sayur down my throat to me tummy!

Oh, Lucky toast in TPH is nice~ Very.

The boys laughed hard to my tummy =(

Kurang asam! Haha. Diet eh wan.. Si Pai kurus sudah, its our turn now.

...

...

Not! Haha

Fell asleep while watching Nostradamus and be left alone =(

Stupid internet connection. Sigh.

Mixed feeling. Let them fadeee

Why no bonus boss?

Kusut Alai!

Friday.

Lunch out with the two A&C's girl.

IT'S IN THE MALL!

So whats wrong with Mall? Hm...awu ah. Its nothing.

Whatever.

-

Watching SAW VI now.

Gali ku! Gila!

This is no good pai. This add up stress level I! haha.

I want to watch this Amar.

-

Will watch LOTR later pasal I miss Amar.

Lemme hear you roar.

9 weeks! 5th week =)

I'm intoxicated!

but...Amar is not in BWN. He's with his friends in SIN =')

I want you...to have fun there. I'll be good here.

3 more days and I shall be creeping out from moi asylum.

Its friday.

Sushi? You're picking me up at 7 kan? =P

Cannot wait to see you. 92 hours more.

As soon as you touch down..kan? =P

Enjoy yourself there.

"Everything I know and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you

And I dream about you all the time"

Sayaaaang Amarrrr..... (and you know what I'll do. Haha)

Ingat Amar? Always.

I love you Amar. Very.

No BONUS.

Faint.

I need a blank cheque now!

Oh well, happy tah kamu tu dapat bonus?

Awu la =(

Dammit.

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"Like a lice in your fur, I'll always come back" Crash Bandicoot.

I miss watching you playing uncharted or Fifa in anticipation and abandoned me. =P

So...abandoned! haha

Ily

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2nd day predocking

... and today, the barometer coupling tests my patience.
I sweat crazily over that. Spanner pun salah size. Porra.
I was craving for (A LOT) of foods aa.

And I miss Old chang kee. The currypuff. Herrrrr. Eat the currypuff for me at Old Chang Kee sayang..and the $1 ice cream along Orchard Road. *rub tummy.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I miss tummy blow! =(

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I'll wait for Amar pasal I fell asleep last night and makes him stay up =(

Predocking was tiring iatah tetidur atu sayang. Hehe.

I'll chat with you karang and for now, please enjoy Sin!

Ily. Thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssss mucccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

14 hours...

...since the last time I saw you.

I miss Amar.

Nyeh. Manja.

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No more office =D

Back for good on hangar floor. Yes Paul, big bonus. Haha.

Start my day with Thermal anti-ice.
Screw 'buster'
'Ass' pose
LH pylon
...
And with Abg Boi as my supervisor - Abis lah. Haha

OT? Yea! After...months of basic burger. Wuaaa. I need OT =_=
Savings depleted. Hehe
Stand by for A&C's predock, it was something new and... I like my job, again.

-

I'm done with today.

Dealing with this tiny feeling pun OK la~

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you!

Just gonna wait for Amar, pasal no free internet in their room. (I cannot believe that!)

I love you.

Gastronomical wonders.

Less than 7hr for Amar to be away =_=’

Zirca? Er..OK.
Hooters? Amber.
Strip club? RED. RED. RED.

No Gadong Silly, all maang (sp?).

O: I lof (love) you.
!@#$%^ you too.

I never get that clear on the phone. Ceh.

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A: Single for 5 days?
You as well!

Teet! Wrong answer already. Supposedly – “No I’m not”

Hehe. I love you Silly.

A: Why diam? Planning what to do in 5 days?
Hahahaha Pessimist nya =P

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Hows your fingers Ka?
I hope it gets better.

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I am still curious with the Master Assasin Edition so after few comparison made..my conclusion is.. it's the white edition with the metal case. Only. I think. Do you think so?

I know Amar still want the black one.

Nada di SIN aaaaa =(

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I shall be ready to sleep now.

I miss you already Monster. I see you first thing in the morning tmrw (=

Look at that abandon's face.

Uncharted > Ony.

Nyeh.

(= Love you.

One what...?

No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I'll look for that one reason to fight for you.

Happy 1st Monthsary Sayang

I love you.

8 weeks, 4th week!

When the world has turned its back
When the days have turned pitch black
When the fear abducts your tongue
When the fire's dead and gone

I'll still love you (=

Always.

Stay with me. Dont. let. GO.

We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh. - Mary Roberts Rhinehart

You make me laugh crazily and I fall for you. So hard.

.Everytime.

And I like it (=

I love you Amar. Entirely.

NICE ONEEEEEEEEE.

'Evil plan' = World domination.

So Amar (and Raihan & Syaza) can rebeliously start with their democracy which will be based in Temburong.

Maybe Amar should assign Kane there, (All chicks are to be isolate there.)

I found the parking ticket, IT'S THERE! IT'S THERE! sigh.

System presentation was..OK. Reluctantly saying...I prefer this system. It covers the whole airline~

Ribena is nice.


Get well soon Babu, mesti. For sunday!

Whats on sunday sayang? (=

Chaotic morning.

Parking ticket. $24 parking ticket. Sigh.

Careless eyy.

Sorry Sayang and thank you to calm me.

43 min to 12 and I shall redeem my hug!

It's gonna be okay Ony.

In search of Amar.

A very very disturbing gesture by Wana.

Hahahahahaha

Cute? =P

Mummy Ina 26th Birthday!

Rot.at.office.

But I'm glad I stayed 'till 5.

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"You might think
I don’t look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I’m attached to you"

I love you silly! Hahaha


*Cause my heart keeps falling faster*

7 weeks, 3rd week...& counting (=

Rocky road but I like it that way.

Princess & The Frog.
Rating? 7.1/10
Louis is one funny aligator!
Jazz lover? watch this movie.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

And when the last one falls

When it's all said and done

It gets hard but it wont take away my love



.Fallen angel.

I love youuuuuu MONSTERRR.

MIA.

Pasal...Im on hangar floor \m/

But..will be back to office on Monday. (=





Look! Its love-a-lot! (= Thank you Sayang. We'll make a great pairWe'll stick together through and through, like glue.








Alven!!!! lol

Wonderboy, Ony loves you!

Friday!

6 weeks..2nd week

...

& counting.

I love you Amar!

"A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath- it gets better
I'm like a shooting star,
I've come so far I can't go back to where i used to be

I'll chase them anywhere, there's time to spare,
let me share this whole new world with you"

Laugh. Cry.

"I am on my way - I can go the distance!
I don't care how far - Somehow I'll be strong
I know every mile will be worth my while
I would go most anywhere to find where I belong" - Hercules.

Spent my time in the office today. Like.. a lot.

Feeling under the weather. Sigh, not now please.

Gear up for winter? lol

So whats in Sunday mail? (I know its wednesday -,-)
....

A baby baboon named as Tehuti- Egyptian god of wisdom.

Maralinga by Judy Nunn
- The power of love, the power to hate, the power to destroy human existence. It is a deadly cocktail.

Balikan? Anyone? =P

"Hopefully you already know that you're on the right path. If you feel like banging your head against a brick wall, now's the time to ask yourself if you're wasting your time or you're really, truly think your patience will pay-off. If in doubt, one of the best things you can do is to talk to someone older and wiser." - Yasmin Boland on Libra for this week.

Laughed hard about..'Sizuka' & 'Macam biasa' *flips hair. Haha

What do they say if you laugh too hard?

....

.Wait for Amar.

Blergh

Did you just...provoke me?

....Yesterday? Sunday? Just now? Last week?

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The word yellow comes from the Old English geolu, or geolwe which derived from the Proto-Germanic word gelwaz. The oldest known use of this word in English is in the Old English poem Beowulf, in a description of a shield made of wood from a yew tree.

In the English language, yellow has traditionally been associated with jaundice and cowardice. Yellow is associated with the word "caution" and is the second light on stop lights; in American slang, a coward can be said to be "yellowbellied" or "yellow". The color is associated with aging as well, for both people and objects.

So yellowwwwwwwwww!

Yellow is ok, not yellow yellow, but light nice yellow.
Nyeh.

Internet? Finally. Hafto buy new adapter for the notebook.

Hafto buy this, buy that -_-" Haiyaaaaa.

Ka..minta dana kehidupan eh? =D I love you (=

Amar's exam finitooooo, wohooo.

KB was nice. Went there with me mummy. Fogot stop by Naafi for the drinks -.-

And...i thought it was sunday, eyeing on the lambchop aaa *drools.

Works...OK, Is is back from KUL. Looking good? Meeting was OK as well? heheh.

"I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do" - Coldplay.

Next time...

...wear your deodorant before putting on your clothes. Not after.

And wear the stick instead of liquid -,-

Lunch out with Amar and my two girls (=

Crossing the road,

Silly jokes,

Wasted food.

haiya...

Thats 2 sayang, how about 4? *die.

hahaha

I love you Amar! (=

And since its sunday...yes, Super sunday.

I don't know why I'm supporting Chelsea instead of gunners this particular game.

3-0.

Won!

But I fogot who won the argument about that sayang. =P

Tapi..I did saw someone supporting Gunners with you BTW.

Pasal bola pun mau gaduh =_=

I love you =D

Love me Amar (:

Budi's birthday!

Sorry, this picture was...months ago? (=

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Its a lazy day. Lazy saturday.

& I want to be lazy (=

"...both died in fiery crashes. Their deaths were not not accidental. They were assasinated because they opposed that fraternity of corporate government and banking heads whose goal is empire." - EHM.

I think Anna pee again. Bed sheet -.- Gone.

Week 5, 1st week.

..and countless arguments & promises made,

I love you.

Kryptonite is almost the only thing that can kill Superman. =P

25-10 1745 "My heart beats faster."

30-10 1454 Amishu.. (:

"Love is not a matter if counting the years - It's making the years count."

Jack Smith Wolfman.

04-11 I've been waiting for you, Guys next door.

(:

#3, I love you?

06/11 - 10/11 SIN

10-11 "Are we going anywhere?"

13-11 *Tug shirt...

I love you (=

16-11 Carefree. Sigh.

#5 in 7 months time...pasal..pasal..I love you! Hehe.

"Whoever holds firmly to God, will be shown a way that is straight" 3:101

17-11 Don't eat pop mee, eat proper lunch. (=

18-11 Eager to get new games. Fin exam 1st.

19-11 Bad stuff Bad stuff Bad stuff.

May you all be blessed (=

20-11 4th Week.

$2 on basement. Haha.

Ily.

Yours. 99.01% yours.

23-11 1st date? =P

Papercut.

Argue again? Hehe.

25-11 I'm not gonna give up easily.

Your insecurity...sweet.

Be patience with my indecisiveness?

27-11 5 weeks, 1st Week!

"Be careful with that kind of girl"? =s

Ice Bar, seafood intolerance -_-"

Finding "Elmo". Haiyaa.

Sorry, we'll watch Lord of the ring..next time yea? 3 hours. Nyeh.

X-Men 2. OK la, though I don't like it. lol.

Fell asleep. Sorry =D

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Argument after another..doubts..laugter..clumsy moments...weep..bittersweet (=

Thank you!

& I love you.

So so much.

Rawr.

Biatch.

Can't you see?

CAN'T YOU BLOODY SEE?

And to make thing worse, I haven't even move to a new slide since the last 30 min. Uwaaaa

30 slides to go? Want it to be ready by 9? Sheeeez.

MSN? I only got window messenger, cannot nudge, cannot appear offline. Sigh. I don't know whats with my notebook.

FUMED WITH ANGER?

Jealousy to be exact.

"You don't know what you have until it's gone?"

Not now..not now..

I'm too smart for that!

Astah...

Sigh.

I don't know whether its the slides or a disturbing confession or its just me but I'm feeling a bit...tense.

I wanted to cry.

CRY.

A good long cry that ends slowly with hiccups and warm blanket which makes you feel that you're going to be sick.

And wake up to puffy eyes and running nose?

(: some likes it that way.

Koay Teow? (= Rawr.

Anyways, as mellow as I am feeling now, I've predicted my life in the office tmrw; Emo & sleepy.

As always. Haha.

Who...what?

Biaattttccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhh?

Yaiy.

It's a wonderful world~ =D

and some people are just too stubborn to accept that.

Facts.

'Don't do what you don't want other people to do'

Chant it Chant it!

I can't help being doubtful & bithcy about something that bugs me.

Sheeeeeeeeeeez.

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Abg Jun told me about this particular place in Thailand and when I read about it, I doesn't have to think twice to add it up in my (2010 wishlist) hehe.

Wishlist jua saja.....lol

Read on OK, (:

"Its crystal clear water is a mixture of navy blue and green, powdery white sandy beach, sunny lust tropical green forest, rare-find coral reefs, beautiful moon and spectacular sunrise. This picturesque breathtaking view is just another place you will call heaven in the mysterious but untamed northeastern mountainous tip of Koh Phangan. It is not hard to imagine that this may have been perhaps the same view he had fallen in love with when his majesty King Rama V “the Great” first laid his eye on the island of Koh Phangan some 119 years ago. Koh Phangan is very well known to adventurous Thai and foreign visitors for its admirable natural beauty like a treasure in the most conserved state and a unique world class experience for every nature lover. Visitors from all over the world are usually lured to the beauty of its local waterfalls, awesome beaches and stunningly beautiful underwater scenes around the island.

- Scuba diving spots in and around Koh Pha-ngan is considered the premier dive site in the Gulf of Thailand such as the Sail Rock, Anthong National Marine Park, Chumpon Pinnacle and The Golden Triangle is the most sought and after and belongs the finest dive sites in Thailand."

I know you're not reading it but at least look at these pictures!

Aren't it breath takinggggg?

I love the sea creatures more than the full moon party which this place is famous for.

Don't like party, banyak people. hehe

Anti-social? Err..

I miss my sister. The last time I saw her....was.....on ift's birthday when we went to KB to get zheeee Lambzzzz chopppzzzz. HAHA.

come back soon, *uweeek

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I can't take my mind of it.

Can I just stay doing my work here in bwn instead of going to kul?

insecure.

=D

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hehe.

My love over taurine...tsk tsk.

And I love you too Amar.

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I'm done here. But the slides? er...

W!