It has been a while..

Tasek Marimbun Sunrise Photo outing.

Tomorrow at 5.30AM.

More at pengambar's site.

Last outing;

Haha. I miss the fun.

I never..

..Never..left you out or fogotten you and don't say that anymore...

Thank you for always being there..thru rain or shine.. :)

You are still my kekasih gelap..*suara M.Nasir. Huhu

"I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through"
- Can't smile without you, Barry Manilow

...saturday 10:55 PM wohooo.

"you me together yes? (HAHAHAHAHAHA baru jua kenal)"

"YES! KAWIN TAH KU NI NEXT YEAR!"

"bah. set tah date nya 'baby' 10/10/2010"

"yes. kawin tah ku nie next year. happy mom and dad"

"melarat nie krg. haha. "humor is important in a relationship kan..."

-->

"you ani inda penyabar.. cana kan kawin ni.."

"iatah kan kawin awal tu, kes inda sabar. haha"

-->

"owh. haha. salah liat 2008"

"Talur jua sayang me ani rupanya..hahaha"

-->

"jangan you eksen, you pikir kanyang tah me tu you buat i love you ah. Mau jua ke Thailand, Philipine & Lembeh resort atu tu eh. hahahahahahaha"

"em... pakai baby punya gaji dlu. me lakat student dgn $358 se-bulan."

"ah you ani menyangak eh. "

-->

"Middle name tu 'Depends'. "

"'sometimes you have to run away so that you know who gonna chase you' hahahaha"

"haha "i'll check my mum out" --> macam chickassss"

"yes please. even better. inda demanding. waking up next to u pun ok sdh. "

AH, THIS IS MY FAV PART:"

cez i want you to wake up to the smell of tuberoses and breakfast on bed.."

"wait for me to wake up? after i woke up apa?"

(Nada penyabar..haha)

"marah lah. pasal bangun ahir. duuuuh."

"pikir kan sweet2, rupanya kana marahi. haha"

"wait. i make it romantic and overly dramatic dulu"

"emm..after setting up those annoying breakfast OF YOURS, i'll just lay there next to you till ure awake.

i'll smile

u'll SMILEEEEE wider

i'll kiss forehead, ruffles hair

BAH JANGAN TAH OVER. hahahahahha"

"bah bah

kajap kajap

ada idea lagi

ah lapas atu kan i kiss your eyes and says, "sayang has to bangun.."

and thennnnnnnn

you pull me back to where i were

u wrap your arms around

and tidur balik

CHEHHHHHH PEMALAS

kan tidur sajaaaaa

hahahahahhahaahahhahahahaahhaha"

"hahahahaha eh siapa cakap abis sudah???

owh alum? ok ok. hehe

lapas atu tidur balik kan?

then i kiss cheeks, forehead, semua lah

*OVERLY ROMANTIC

wow. haha

ok, can u be with me? hahahahaha

then i get those breakfast and throw it to you. INDA PANDAI KAN BANGUN!"

And later that conversation.

"im sleepy but "I dont want to go to bed mad at youuuu" neo. haha"

.....

""eh..hi"

give you the most lanji-est look ever

(ewww)

most lanji-est look ever? haha now that look i wanna see

and and masa tu i was holding some papers and i ACCIDENTALLY DROP IT

woooooooooooo~~~~"

so macam all the papers flies around then u kira kan gentleman lah sikit ah (sikit)

help me?

and on the last piece

...apanahhhhhh

touch our hands?

yeaaaa!

wuhuuuu

haha

i stare at you

u're a dreamer! haha

and ofcz u stare at me back

kali ony cakap "pasal kau ni paper ku trabang!"

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

hahahahaha

eh inda lah

apath?

and suddenly the orchestra in your head stops

and you said, "I dont know how but i think i love you"

ah..i took that from a book. hahahaahhaha

and i said, "sorry inda ku paham english" hhaahahha"

---->

"hshs"

"aaaa A is next to S btw."

"It's HAHA"

hahahahahahahaha

---->

"ceh, men-cabar"

"CABARAN ANAK BRUNEI"

And I don't forget things easily.

Denial :)

I know it has been a week.

"Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in, winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye"
- Vindicated, Dashboard Confessional.

Give me more time to..miss you.

:)

Ps. Go get your hair done! Haha.

Contagious.

Researchers recently found that yawning isn’t only catching among people; it is also among chimpanzees. (I know, freak right?)

No one has devised a fully convincing explanation of why.

Yawn contagion is largely unconscious. Wherever it might affect the brain, it bypasses the known brain circuitry for consciously analyzing and mimicking other people’s actions.

Some have proposed that in early humans, yawn contagiousness might have helped people communicate their alertness levels to each other, and thus coordinate their sleep schedules.

“Such synchronization could be essential for species survival and works without action understanding, like when a flock of birds rises to the air as soon as the first bird does so—supposably as it notices a predator.”

Cute right...

(Last night's pic.)

So..my days passed marvellously wonderful. (Overrr)

Jyeeeah. Wonderful.

Movie marathon in the...? er..no comment. :)

Its friday and I like it. Esp part 2 (++++) hrs break. ;)

(Look closely to farizul's wiper)

"Kenapa ada pad arah wiper ku?"
Entah..mana ony tau! HAHA
Eh wait, its panty liner farizul not pad!

KEDAPATAN.

hahahaahahahaha.

Not much today, I'm kinda tired and lazy.

As always. Haha.

It has been 1 week...hmmm..

:)

Watched The Orphan but but..inda abis. Interrupted by a short notice meeting. Hehe.

Oh, SIN extend to Tuesday cez..flight full.

Inda batah tu.. 10th.

"I never held you but I feel you,
You never spoke to me but I hear you,
I never knew you but I love you" - The Orphan.

So..60-90 days and we are GOING LIVE WITH THE NEW SYSTEM!

Wehuuuuuuuu.

I am not bipolar..Wan! ahahaha

Bah laju tah dinner..you talked too much oready.

"He left a scar across your heart
I understand..
Don't let his wrongs,
Tear us apart, No..
I know he did you wrong
But tell me what does that have to do with me?
....Figure out what is going on
Before you look up and I'll be gone"
- Usher, I can't win.

The smell...oh my!

No song.

No quote.

No picture.

Only raindrops.

...

and an echo in my head.

hish.

Distracting...and i like it :)

Went to LG (Limbang, haha) with babah to fix car. Just me and dad.

Its been a while since... our last trip to SIN.

Awesome. I drive to LG ey, huhu. Feels funny cez I always think that I'm 16 when dad is around.

Diet plan caput.

After the slurpy Mee Hoon Sup Tulang that I had in LG, Nazrul drag me to dig in salmon asparagus...and everyone's plate marked 'Ony was here'. Haha. Yes, Dudut's fish, Wafi's chix, Nana's kodomo, Iqa's crab.. luckily bung didn't order, if so..ish ish..abis la. lol

I miss work. I miss G and Azmi. I miss our 'cctv'. hehe. Tmrw I go work what? x)

Its raining all day and no sign of stopping.

"Ozone nipis, inda lagi bemusim hujan ani." Babah said.

And I said?

Cez it knows that I'm catching the raindrops.

Sleep paralysis.

Before going to sleep - Hyponagogic paralysis.
'About' to wake up - Hyponopompic paralysis.

So...the one that being called 'Kana himpit' or 'tindih' is actually caused by tardness on our 'switch off button' Reticular Actuating System (RAS) Cool right..macam our body ada 'actuator'. And since they often come with hallucinations either in auditory, visual or tactile the 'kana himpit' or 'tindih' theory is strengthen.

Irregular sleep clock, Sleep/rest deprivation, overstress, dramatic activity changes & people who suffer from narcolepsy.

I don't say that I agree with the scientific reason and denying the other theory. I just want to share this cez we are one awesome creature.

In the other hand,

Woke up late, fed lemonT & baklava as breakfast.

Still full from lastnight's seafood but lunch stills on.

Tsunami meshi?
Salmon asparagus?
Enoki batayaki?

(In tagalog accent.)

Maybe..tsunami meshi saja.

Not a sushi person.

Lidah melayu I mind you ;)

Need to be wise in food consumption. Prevention is better than treating?
"Mencegah lebih baik dari merawat."

"Jaga makan macam jaga solat" ^_^

Ka Sab is back to her old office. "Boring nada orang bising di sana.." Hehe. Nanti ony & G kesana and make havoc of your office yea.

Another 2 wishlist. Dayummm I love wishlists.

More than 10 quotes today. Mostly by Azmi and Rina. G is angau so the only words that perfectly describe her is 'Kegersangan'. Haha.

"Jungkang-jungkit", Arina. Haha.

Oh. Happy Birthday Lee..
All the best!
Thanks sate, nyaman :)

Happy Birthday Atiqah Abdin..

You rock! \m/ Macam the used. Apakan. haha

I miss you :)

On leave tmrw.. hmm Sayang G jangan gatal-gatal tau.. hahah i'll be back pm.

Don't be mad
I won't.
=) hehe.
CORNROWS?????

Ish, cakap S-Me lah apa lah.
Hahahahah

Isokay, 8 days saja.

CUT IT BY THEN! :p

I slept in the office :s Macam melampau inda productive. Hehe.

Put my shade on and sit upright.
…Tidur
Slouch…
…Tidur
Ada tia bunyi click ahhh camera nyaaaa

Marah I..baik jua ada phone near me.

Dailing.

“...I’m still catching raindrops”

:)

"Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had..."

- Don't cry, Gun'N'roses.

Escada Sentiment.

Smells.

Invigorating, masculine, woody, musky, fruity, citrus...

Amazing.

Moi favret?

• After rain smells..

• Fresh lawn..

• Paper (Yeah, like what..??)

• Dollar Notes.

I don't know, it just happened to be something that I like...

Sniff it.

Smell it.

Eyes closed, :)

Oh..the feelings too.

Go thru random articles regarding these..

Smells after rain?
- It is caused by bacteria!
Actinomycetes, a type of filamentous bacteria, grow in soil when conditions are damp and warm. When the soil dries out, the bacteria produces spores in the soil.

What exactly are we smelling when we smell "fresh cut grass"?
- Grass has chlorophyll. As it turns out, the molecular structure of the chlorophyll is similar to that of the "heme-" portion of hemoglobin (i.e., blood), except that the latter contains iron in place of the magnesium found in chlorophyll.

Now fresh cut grass doesn't smell exactly like blood, but you can see the relationship. They both smell sharp, acrid, and a bit metallic. That's because they share a similar molecular structure, based around magnesium (chlorophyll) or iron (hemoglobin).

Bad slow traffic earlier today. Sigh. People drives like hell. Especially those car which isn't equip with signal.

Work? ...

Lunch.. ^_^

I need to buy a new ipod. Or..modulator.

On time for meeting..

Promising.

Sleepy.

Fun kannnn~ Hahahaha.

Ka Sab gonna leave the project and back to her respective section..
..what to do..

Tamu selera was nice.

Si Tua, Joy, Farizul, G...

"Abang K.." haha.

On top of my head?

McD! Wuhu

It took me hours to figure out whats '2 out of 5'. -_-"

Hee.. yang penting, confident.

#3...SG?

"wont see you till SG"

Be good.

"Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters"

- Nothing else matters, Metallica

Whatever you like.

Another "productive day" in the office.

Leave approved.

Bah...*pop knuckles.

Old Chang Kee...here I come! Ah ah ah ah*Ketawa sinchan.

Trunk stuffed with groceries.

G helping me the whole day, zhengkiuuu bebehhhszzz. HAHA

Food. Hmmm :)

Papadom bung, on top of other movie...remember? hahahah

"Love is a four letter word
And never spoken here
Love is a four letter word
Here in the prison

I suffer this no longer
I'll put an end to
This I swear
...The sun will shine"

- The that never comes, Metallica.

Scott emulsion work wonders.

"We see what we want to see when we watch sport. The angry fan finds tribal belonging; the pessimist sees steady decline and fall; the optimist hails progress in each innovation; the symphathetic soul feels every blow and disappointment; the rationalist wonders how the haze of illogical thinking endures" - What sports tell us about life.

Battle of the reds.
Good luck both.
...And I know how hectic it will be :)

25th? Enjoy shopping rba-ns.

Don't watch this movie if you are on diet.

You and....I saja? Nice.. ;)

Being indecisive...is funny.

Friday - Looking forward.
Saturday - Reluctant.
Sunday - Oh well. I have 14000 things to be happy about rather than one sadness.

So...did you go fishing?
Fishing di jollibee kali ani. Heheh.
All the best bung (:

Don't frown even if you're sad, you never know who gonna fall in love with your smile :)

Smile away.
Be happy.
Be histerical.
Be dramatic.
Be clumsy.
Be indecisive.
Be anything that I want but not being emo..kan ony~ hahahahaha

Gooooood girl....*pat pat

"So what now?
Where go I?
When you think it's all said and done?" - The Judas Kiss, Metallica.

I think wana is being overly nice to LemonT that she carried it anywhere she goes. Gonna get lemonT (his/her) new buddy.

Second half right up.
Nice game so far, lets keep adrenaline rushing.

Half day tmrw.
Whole day off tuesday?

...Lunch? ^_^"

Went to Kabun (ofcos for the food ;)
Bbq chickasss.
Ambuyat.
Rambutan...chilled rambutan.
But...kulit ayam the best gila.

I want to suggest Babah to label kabun with this one eh. Whaduya think?

Cez its the closest to heaven

Well that remind me of a song.. *grab guitar

"And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now" - Iris, Goo goo dolls.

My arm is... ah.. *pop knuckles.

Don't dream its over.

"There is freedom within, there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost
But you'll never see the end of the road
While you're traveling with me" - Sixpence none the richer.

Inda productive eh hari ni. lol

No matter how late i sleep ponnnn, still wake up early. Ish. Kusut I.

Not waking up to breakfast on bed but koay teow :)

Thank you ^_^

Lesson learned; mandi as soon as you are up.

Hm...don't mention it again..OK?
I'm fine.
Inda emo ni.
*Sit in the corner facing wall. Ahahahah

I won't get bored strumming this song.. -->

D
"if you

if you could return
A
don't let it burn don't let it fade
C
i'm sure i won't be rude

but it's just your attitude
G
it's tearing me apart it's ruining everyday. "

:)

I've been sitting on the same spot since 8.
Up for mandi & makan onleeehh. Gila. Puas hati hidup hari ni eventho it was sucks....yesterday. Ealier lah. Past midnight OK sikit. SIKIT. Hahaha.

*paper flies & scattered around? Aga panyap! Haha.

I miss babylove and lemonT.
Wonder if I should another..2?

.....sigh.
Kusut nya I.

Ahhh..maybe tomorrow's movie will make my day. Ya..ya..

Not looking forward for weekdays. Aiyayayyaiii
Tapi Papadom, yes.

Bah jangan emo ani.

Anyways, cemana pun reluctant level ony not looking forward for monday, Amicos2 is waiting for me..kan baby? :)

Macam...last thurs & friday.."kami productive banar.."

Here, i rarely share pictures kan..

Thanks G for showing me this place.



G, lovestoned.


Me? Stoned. Hahaha



Lunch. Heavennnnnn

Sakit kepala bung, oily...tapi sodap!

***jamie oliver on afc. Gotta go.

Ps. I still hope for a productive day btw. And still think wheres my Boss lotion goes. Mak cik $2? Ahahaha

The sun still shines.

Make me....strong!

"Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me"

It's 4:47 AM.
I can listen to the Azan Subuh clearly.
Must be from Masjid Sengkurong.
Aah...at least the kusutness fades away.
So do the feelings..yea Ony? :)

I'm not mad.
...or sad.

I'm OK and don't ask. Don't even bother. Get back to sleep please.
It's OK and you doesn't have to be sorry. But I'm sorry to wake you up.

Bah...lets get up and perform.

I got breakfast to be served on bed later. Oh. And a tuberoses too. Hahah.

Life is wonderful and I'm gonna be up from the downside of it. In less than 71 seconds.

Rasa yang inda best.

Hati nya teburai.
...What a statement! Haha.

23rd? Munk's birthday.
Semoga semakin berakal & big mac pun OK ni Munk.
Oh, and someones birthday.. Heya! Haf a blast, Adli.

"Don't look back in anger..I heard you say."
Thanks for that, I appreciate it. You.. I'm sorry too. Be safe.

OK, so tadi kan~ :D
I'll cherish it.. I will :DDDD

BUT..

Ah..*shakes head.
This is not right. This is not right.
Bila hujan? I need it to wash away this bittersweet feeling.
"I got a feeling..that tonight gonna be a good night..turruuu"
Inda best eh cani ni.

Abang inda jadi pigi trip. Inda FUN~ kan~ lol. Isokay bang, nanti saja yea.

*Shakes head.
Go..!

He turn over.
He...
^_^'
Butterflies~

Freaked out.
I thought I lost my ring! It left it whilst doing the dishes last night. Wehuu.

My left palm is itchy.
Could it be...money?
Oh well. I see you next week Clarke Quay.

Big hint..big hint..

Khai/Jamal used to ask me once, "Is money important to you?"
...
"No.."
"That is because you have money."
"What if you don't have money?"
"Em..."

Indeed, money is important as long as it doesn't empower yourself.

I'll be wise with it. I'l try. I promise.
Thanks for everything Bah & Ka Yai :)
I know I'm a foo with it.

So...its friday. Another weekend.
Sekajap nyeee..
I don't do weekends now...heheheh.

I'm soooo looking forward for Monday.
No apparent reasons though.
OK OK I know, denial.
But at least that makes me smile.. THIIIISSSS BIIIIIGGGG ;)

Make yours a fabulous one.

Im gonna head out to paddy field saja.
Ragat.
lol.

Be safe.

Eh BTW look what I found in my junks...

"Give it to me baby, uh huh, uh huh
Give it to me baby, uh huh, uh huh
Give it to me baby, uh huh, uh huh
And all the girlies say I'm pretty fly for a white guy

For you know a way, for you know a way
So if you don't break, just over compensate
At least you know you can always go on Ricky Lake
The world needs wannabes
The world loves Wannabes
Let's get some more wannabes
Hey, hey, do the brand new thing!"

Yea, offspring's Pretty fly for a white guy.

Beautiful!

Jumps cloud to cloud.

Complete me.

Hi Everyoneeeeee :)

I heard that Avionic Youngsters won over Avionic Legends eh? Hahaha. I bet it was a nice game and fun to watch. I didn't go. Ada commitment lain...eh true what? ;)

It is past my bedtime and I'm sleepy but but I'm full..macam shaiton eh. Haha. Iatah kan... *rub tummy.

Kway Teow. Hm..that reminds me of Food Republic's char kway teow with Iyul. Haha, kan temakan babi. Chehehh.

Tongkeng? Em..not now since Babu told me that...nevermind.

Chores. Don't be lazy... ;)

IT'S A PRODUCTIVE DAY TODAY. Yes, at 5.00 - 5.30 ish. hahaha.*Headshot.

G balik awal earlier, buruk ku. Tapi Azmi ada.. :) *Fun kan~ hahahah. Mamy Bee gastric tadi..I was panic but manage to makes silly jokes which..bagi lagi sakit. Huhu. Points added since I put on my socks on her cez she was shivering..takut I! Glad she's OK now.

Tmrw friday ah..weekend tia..feels like monday kemarin.. hmmm time flies fast. I hope I can cope with it.

Ya Allah, block kan lah mental ani so that I won't lalai dan up kan lah productivity hidup ku isuk, Amin.

Ngantuk alai.. toodles.

Ps. Oh befo I fogot. Another effort today ;)

"There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will"

Ahh, relief tu ehhh.

:)

1 down, more to go.

We are friends.. :)

Mesti act like friends jua OK? :)

Hmmmm...bung bung, mati eh si kawan saja me pikir! hahaha.

Sam! Ift! G! Bu! Bah! Antah, semua! Hahahahaha Pulllllll meeeeee.

*Dead.

Stuck...on you.

"if u were an apple picker and u came upon an apple tree with no apples on its branches, would you take it personally and feel hurt and sorry for yourself?
Of course not..u would just admit that there was nothing there for u and move on to the next tree..feeling sorry for yourself means u've lost sight of ur goal"

:)

I can’t….help it.

Somebody please…FEED ME. Hahah.

I left my notebook :/ Another unproductive day.

The smell from Budi’s cigar still lingers and absorbed to my shirt. Damn cotton.

Si Tua mc today, sigh.

Don’t want to expect more..

I cannot! I’m…stuck..

“well he got his mind in the wrong direction so make something or do something to twist his head around in your direction”

I wish I wish.

*smacks on the forehead*

Theatre of dream.

"see the pyramids around the Nile
watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
just remember darling all the while -
you belong to me"

:)

Perfumes. *Sniff...hmmm harum nya~

Issey..abis.
Babydoll..abis.
Hm...i love love abis.
Lagi..? Lets check.

Anyways..

Left my notebook tadi so I'm reading LOTR, tapi balum jua abisnya.

Too much sugar, supposedly hyper active. Tapi..ngalih jua. Haha. Kata Acoi, "Hidup pun kan ngalih..baik tah......" Hahaha

I'm kinda tired today. Tau pulang inda productive hari ni..haha but but, I''m looking forward for tmrw. Another day..wehuuuu.

Avionic Legend vs. Avionic Youngsters.
Tmrw at 6, RBRC.

Youngsters konon..hahah. Cute. "Baik jua inda veterans." Abg Boi. Haha

Be good for now.

Wonderful World.

"I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world."

- Louis Armstrong.

It's a wonderful world.

Wonderful feeling.

And I...like it.

*Chuckles

*Gasp.

Ah...this is crazy.

Aerosmith.

Priority babe..priority.. Get your thinking straight.

But..but..

Ah..nevermind. It comes and go.. I know I can handle this.

Kan Ony? *Pat head.

Ony ada ...yeah, you :)

Sam-shikkkkaaaa Amisssyyyuuu! :(

Ehem.. *clears throat.

The clue is oblivious..hahah.

I am...

.....nevermind.

So...Bon Nuit.

Ps. Nada mereply msg ah. Porrrra.

Find someone who resounds in your head...

Find someone who stands with you thru rain..or shine

Stop and stare.

T___________________________________________T

Why..

Why????

Kata Azmi.. "Menala"

Me, "Menangis sampai hiccup."

Ah..ngam.

I don't understand why and why and why YOU have to spreadddd it like...butter :) Yummeh!

Consider other's feeling.
Consider the situation.
Consider the time.
Consider that you didn't know whats the real deal.

Pessimist, Optimist or Realistic, It doesn't matter. Analyse and makes the best out of it.

Tolong kawan pun ada masa nya.
Please, lets leave them alone.

Ps. We love you, I love you.. You know that riiiight? Cheer up! :)

"You were sitting at the coffee table
where you're reading Kierkegaard
Minutes later, you proceeded to say
something that almost broke my heart

You said, "Darling, I am tired of livin' my routined life.
There's so much in the world that i'd like
to soak up with my eyes."
Well, baby i never did stop you from going out to explore
We can do it all together from the colds of the poles
to the tropics of Borneo"

Jazzin up in a fix... :)

Wake me up when it's over,
Wake me up when it's done,
When he's gone away and taken everything,
Wake me up.

Wake me up when the skies are clearing,
When the water is still,
'cause I will not watch the ships sail away so,
Please say you will.

If it were any other day,
This wouldn't get the best of me.

But today I'm not so strong,
So lay me down with a sad song,
And when it stops then you know I've been,
Gone too long.

But don't shake me awake,
Don't bend me or I will break,
Come find me somewhere between my dreams,
With the sun on my face.

I will still feel it later on,
But for now I'd rather be asleep

Norah Jones, Wake me up.

Yaaa diiigggggg

“And it always seems you’ve got someone on your mind other than me…
….I’m losing my mind…cause I’m goin crazyyyyyy"

The first thing pops up when I woke up? Hmmphh…

Ani gila ni bung…

My log lists are all DONE. Geyyyla. That was stressing berabis..berabis lah. Abis. Hahah.

Apa jeng?

I still love…who? Hahaha

Ouch. Ouch. OOOOOOuch. But..isokay, life must go on. I’ll still be able to semaaaaiilll and laugh and do whatever I want or meet a new guy? Ndaaa? Huhu

Mau..ikut si Tua mancing eh.

Mau..watch Papadom.

Mau..Tuberoses.

Mau..Flash!

Heheh.

Sigh..Go!

BUT IT’S BOTHERING ME SO MUCH. Macam ganggu kan bung..annoying.

Wehuuu~

Eeh..why now?
Why this feeling?
Why…HIM?

Ngek.

Ah..before I fogot, I didn’t know that he didn’t recognise me anymore.. lintasi saja tia.. sama jua you don’t even mean a thing.

Pffffft.

I…get…head over heels…

Clumsy. Pergh...

I can’t help it.

But I know it’ll fade..cez I don’t like thing to be complicated..yet.

It supposed to be a virtual affair ONLY.

Nah, jangan luan emo. Hahahah

"Kawin tah.."

Its ift's birthday! Wuhuuu..Kepada kekasih gelap ku A. Iftitah, (*suara M.Nasir.)...

stay awesome and you're the best!

Thank you for always being there regardless betapa liarnya gossip-gossip yang ada. Hahaha

Bah..I change my mind, be my catalysts! :)

My weekend was awesome..macam biasa lah. Lol

Wrote more…angan2 more ;)

Oh. I think I want to go to Hanoi for the coffee and the original rice paper. Being alone at home on Saturday makes me a potato couch =_=’ Watched two of my fav. Series, Orang utan & food lover guide on travel. Iatah kaaaaaannn… Orang utan is genius, it builds an underwater bridge with a trunk (don’t ask me why its not over the water yea. Lol).

Anna’s front tooth missing, she can barely says ‘F’ and ‘S’..so cute.

Do you Vietnam used to be called as Saigon~? ;)

(Advert.) Malaysian International Gourmet Feast 1-30 Oct. Hehehe ani confirm ada yang kan flying ke KL ni..

Aahh…car is bekinarrr now, the advantage of washing it on my own? Makin banyak dent and scratches discovered. Hmmmm…

Syawal ends with virtual boyfreng’s open house..which is suprisingly easy to cari the place rather than my grands eh? Lol

‘Sepupu dua kali jua tu lai..' :p

And then and then… KB! :D

Tamu…LAMB CHO-CHOOOOOP! *wehuuuuu

Seria…Air Jagung bung! *Grrrrrr

Uni arcade? Haha Kaka & Docomo were there!

Ala-ala TK. Lol

I hope the trip that full with stories, laughter and songs would be the awesomesssst purezent evah! Hehehe

THANK YOU BUNGGGGGG! You make my day choooo wanderphuuuul. Salah..macam urg pulang yang birthday. lol.

"Como la planta de mis pies.."

Ps. Awesome eh.. Relax bung, ada tu.. Night in Paris. ^_^

Ah...hari sabtu yang indah. Pergh.

"You know I'm such a fool for you..

You got me wrapped around your finger.."

Saturday is usually my laptop off day but since I'm too lazy to switch on the light which requires me stand up and flick (well that counts 50 calories, sayang eh energy) I have to get on this electronic better-than-any machine. I prefer to write than type since it has more sentimental value :)

Moi sister is not around where she usually is (at least her bags are here eventho she go horray-horray on sat night) during the weekends. She is tense about something. Hmm..should've gone to KB and be there. So whats up KB? Apa ada apart from KFC on fire? I miss the lamb chop, the rojak plaza and the air jagung.. Been eyeing for weeks now since the Miri trip was cancelled. Haiaaaa.

Hows my week so far?
Lost some, discover some, learn some and...gain some.

Its wonderful. Surrounded by awesome and beautiful creatures..I just can't think of anything right now.

No, I'm not falling..No I'm not.. :( *please don’t make me fall.. *G, Ift, help me~

Sigh. I am already thinking bout Monday. But I know I’ll make it fabulous!
I’ll be happy and gets going.

Yang spoiler nya mesti paperwork or ambuk (haha) or..baju sampit. Lol.

Virtual bf.

Now that makes me laugh..

As a friend used to say, 'Prasangka'. :)

Awh..seeing him makes me feel guilty but I still can't get over his ego.. Jaruk tah ego mu atu or at least, move on and be mature.. Sometimes words are important than action.

I'm looking forward for weekend..and when it comes, sucky tah pulang rasanya. Its OK, virtual bf's open house on sunday..liat lah..kalau awal atu memancing. lol

Anyways, be safe now..

Ps. Lamb chop!

Assumption.

Hahaha.

Another version.

Phewwwww.

Who knows that someone is close with someone because of someone else.

Consider that :)

Love y'all.

...And my virtual bf. ROTFL.

" Twenty-nine different attributes
Only seven that you like
Twenty ways to see the world
Twenty ways to start a fight. "

...:)

14:40

3 down. more to go. Pffft.

Chop suey.

Loi Fatt, sodap! Am going back for more air sup! :)

Nasi Lemak, Green tea, Rojak keladi-sotong-tofu, air sup..

Wallaaa~I'm more than full bung. But....

I still can 'push & lick' the ice-cream.

That is because the ice cream can't seem to sit in the cone, Kamah baju me! :(

My day start off...quite rough but hey! Behaviour change first,feelings will follow. Beautiful and awesome people are around..how am I supposed to be gloomy all day? :))))))

I seriously have problem with parking the car. Parking lot kosong punmasih biut. Huhuhu. Hafto change that.

Oh. Improvise..thats the word.. Don't depend too much on spouses..or partners..

Spread the love. Spread the words.

How fast can a word spreads? Some people are too good in that.

Without considering or analysing..Sad.

16:41

I can't stop sneezing..I love it!

How to make someone fall in love with you in 90 mins or less - Nicholas Boothman.

"Hold up your hands in front of you. You don't have two hands or tworight hands. You have a perfect pair of matched opposites. Individually,they can do many things, but together they can work wonders."

I love you!

It's Babah's birthday. 56th :)

Call him Dad, call him Suhari, call him Tua, Call him Keletok ;), call him Kaka, call him anything.

He is the most awesome dad in the world!

Babah is most strongest person I ever knew. Thinking of him made me cry. Awwh..

Babah is the most lovable person in the whole wide world!

I want a boyfriend just like him!

Babah is the most handsome-est man in the universe..kan? :)

He is the most harum-est guy I ever knew.
He never forgot to put on his deodorant and sisir rambut nya hensem2!

"Ketiak jangan bau unta tua.." Heheheheheh

He is also the most busiest person in the fam. lol.

Babah would do anything for us yet we still hurt him by not obeying what he asked for.

Making him cry and sad is the thing I hate to do the most.

Making him proud is my endless mission.

I miss him for every second, every breath that I take.

"Ingat saja dari mana kamu datang..bukan nya dari kayu.." :)

His jokes are always cracking.

He loves travelling. And he likes to try something new.

His opinions are loooooong but I enjoy listening.

"..Bukan nya untuk Babah...untuk kamu jua.." :s

I know the time will come but I can't imagine my life without him.

Siapa tah kan cakap urg lawa when I know I'm not? :(
Siapa kan remind urg supaya makan ubat when I know I just pretend that I fogot them?
Siapa tah bawa urg adventure & nature excursion?
Siapa tah kan urg & nana kelaie kan kan limpang sebalah nya?
Siapa tah kan tutup lampu while I'm sleeping?
Siapa yang check whether we are sleeping or not when its past 9 already?
Siapa kan urg msg dulu if I'm caught in trouble?
Siapa tah dangan argue when I'm watching love story and he want to watch wrestling?
..... :'(

I will do anything for him. Anything.

Easier said than done. Sigh...

Whatever urg buat pun it wouldn't be able to return anything to him except love..

I know he wouldn't ask more than that..*Hugs.

Atu pun malas.

Malas tolong mama nya~
Malas tolong sapu rumah.
Malas tolong buang sampah.
Malas terikah baju (heeeee)
Malas menyasah
Malas lipat baju
Malas jaga kereta
Malas dangankan di kabun
Malas cuci pinggan
Malas bersihkan rumah
Malas bersihkan kucing (heeee)
Malas sembahyang
Malas sekolah
Malas keraja (Whaaaaat?)
Malas pigi org keramaian
Malas bangun awal
Malas urut kepala nya
Malas cabut uban
Malas cabut 'rumput' (Inner jokes) ;)

Compare with what he've done, we return 0.00000000071 % saja kali. Well, Thats because 71 is my fav. number. D'oh.

I remembered when I followed Babah somewhere di hutan and he gave me a real honeycomb to eat. Sodap.
I remembered when he asked me to eat burung parak. hehehe.
I remembered the time when we travel together and he made me carried the lightest load while he carried...the heaviest :(
I remembered when Babah let me wandered near the buffalo and teach me how not to get lost in the jungle.
I remembered how sweet Babah would be to his dad.
I remembered how relax he is regardless how bising my mother could be.
I remembered everything about him :)

He wouldn't scold if he's angry. He will not asked about it either. He will let us speak and analyse. Ah..lapas atu panjang tia ceramah nya. Huhuhuhu

My folks are the most cutest, romantic & sweet couples and the most coolest pair in the uuuuuunnnniiiiveeerrrseeee!

He rarely be at home but I know he did that for us.. :)

Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang Babah!

Cat fight!

Congratulation for those who passed their board exam! :)

One of them is this girl, (wuhuuu~) Tizah Ali or Suziana.. :) Congratulation and Charcoal tu eh. lol.

Tapi, KAU MASIH MADU KU! Adakah ia begatal sama virtual bf me!

You dash abang nas me! (Apa class abang rudi..kira special lah..haha)

Ps. Abis lah si Rudi..pemes. haha

What sport tells us about life.

What sport tells us about life by Ed Smith.

I'll come back to this post now and then... Keep reading. Inda rugi :)

14/10/2009 14:32 - "We see what we want to see when we watch sport. The angry fan finds tribal belonging; the pessimist sees steady decline and fall; the optimist hails progress in each innovation; the symphathetic soul feels every blow and disappointment; the rationalist wonders how the haze of illogical thinking endures" xiv

- "Sport is full of statistics, prejudices, perspectives and historicalchanges - the unavoidable stuff of life." xiv

- " 'The Ultimate of Human Effort' stated that the quickest mile everpossible was 4:01:6 and anything faster than that was beyond humancapacity". xiv

- "Some even thought that running that fast was dangerous, perhapslethal" xiv

- "We all like a gracious exit. However, Zidane left us scratching ourheads." 28

- "I find myself in a comfortable position and I don't feel happy aboutit. I feel it is right to slow down, but something inside of me,something very strong, pushes me on, makes me try to beat..myself. Itis..an enormous desire to go further and further, to travel beyond myown limits." Aryton Senna." P. 35

Its RAINING!

09:28 AM

I'm gonna be happy today! & All my log list will be done and flawless!

Yes, I'm setting up myself so that I won't end up moody which is not mycuppa.

OK, shit happened.

There are 14000 things that I can be happy about. I lists 30 (+1)things that makes me happy in that duration of jotting those in mynotebook. Apakan?

Stilettos on and I'm flaaaaaaaaaa. lol. All blacks, safer BUT fingercrossed for a good weather.

I love love, Babydoll and Issey finito. Hope I can wait till nov :)))

And maybe these comes together in the list:

Curious in control.

True star.

Kenneth Cole Fo him.

Sentiment.

Kate Moss.

America.

360 For him....macam baie.

Babydoll & Kenneth Cole lah saja. Jalan batis karang ku.Maybe...Issey Miyake lah jua.

11:30 AM

My shoulder...strain. Annoying.

Try not to think about the pain.

So listen to Sinatra - You are the sunshine of my life.

"You are..the apple of my heart.."

Siti Nurhaliza now. Zaman begetah niiiii - Satu Cinta Dua Jiwa

"Indah nya..bagaikan pelangi~"

Uk or Uk's? Blerghhhh

"Kalau ku pilih disini..apa kata di sana?"

"Perlu kah ku pilih keduanya?"

Greedy!

"I am a honeybee, shun out from the colony and they won't let me in"

Zee Avi. Another talented girl form the neighbouring country.

"Stuck where don't wanna be"...

"Forever..is a long time.."

And it reminds me of Last flight out.

My love..theres only you in my life, the only thing thats right..

Right~

01:56 PM

Rain.

Fresh! I love the sounds, feeling and smells.

O. It stops now..

Birds chipping~

The smell remain...and the feelings too.

Go slow now...I'm ready for sunshine :)

Laughing hard over something that I know I shouldn't.

Astaghafirullah..

Sometimes I think the organiser shouldn't let the handicaps singing on public.

They know how people would react.

Ask them to draw..to sew..anything. Handicrafts. cultures...

They have feelings too.

Indeed, more sensitive than us.

They are special and to be treated the way they should.

Not humiliating them..even if you faggots don't think you do.

I've checked 5 months log lists, steadyyyy! *pop knuckles.

Shoulder feels better, Thanks Goh!

Hahahaha mengantuk keraja lai?

Iatah rasaku tu! *tunjuk muka macam nijar

02:25 PM

Mengantuk I, blame the friggin latte, sakit parut me :/

Lactose intolerance? No No.

Berambus in half an hr :))))))

03:51 PM

*Grin. Guess where I am.

Rise and shineeeee~!

Crazeeeeeehhh, crazehhhh, crazeeeeh, I go crazyyyyy
You turn it on
Then you're gone
Yeah you drive me
Crazeeehh, crazeehh, crazehhh, for you baby
I'm losin' my mind, girl
Cause I'm goin' crazeeeeeeeehhhhhhh

I mean, the bed.

*Be safe!

Half empty or half full?

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

Last tea.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Ok I agree, the latte doesn't taste the same anymore. Bad tea!

Awwwwhh..things change.

"Don't be too lazy to check out the new editor"

Okayyyyy. Okayyyyy.

I think I should change my eating habit. Its too.... :)

Ultrasound..hmm.. Tickles. Gotta do something about it Doc!

Being random is totally me. Aiyayayyy.

Get well soon G.. *Hugs

Siapa tah kan membuat verification atu? lol. You know baby loves you. Ptuuuuiii. Hahah.

Hi Z. I stumbled upon our conversation about 'Puzzle' :)

I miss the thing that we used to do and I hope you check your mailbox NOW.

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

"Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On a-Jupiter and Mars.."

Diksiyonaryo.

I'm not sleepy..

I'm just... laazy.

Qilah must be annoyed by now. What?? She's the only person that I can bullied (G! Jangan eksen. Haha). Oh, G in the other way is unwell, or asshe said, 'inda baik ujud'. Ahaha. 9 aircraft to go, Thousands (mil?) log list to be verified. No no, I'mnot complaining. I just want to share.

T_T I can seestarssssss..numberssssss....sigh. This is crazzzzzehhhh. Aerosmith.

I wish I am as energetic as my dad is. Or mother. Umi~umi~ While I wasdoing my log list, Babah was folding clothes and mother was doing thedishes. Wo'ooo. I wanted to help but but...I'm too....tired and....

....lazy.

Oh. I witnessed two accidents yesterday.

Blue ford (d'oh cez it has a big massive sticker that says 'Ford'). I don't know what happened, obviously, but the only assumption that I can make is the driver totally fogot that he is driving and fell asleep. And just like in the movie where they can't brake and eventually let the car wandered around and headed to the bushes. And and and, ofcos I screamed, hehe but, i find it funny.

U-turn, stable, cross, bus stop and bushes. Ish ish.. (:

There I just remembered that I didn't recite before driving. (^;^)

The second one was between my cousin and a car and another car. Kesian Ka Andi, her car just gotten into (FEW) accidents in less than 2 months.Oh my...it was pretty bad actually and the car behind them BARU KELUAR DUA HARIIIII BUNG~

Panas. Panas.

2 hrs on the roadside. Ahahah. Polluted tia jantung I.

I prefer actions than words....SIGHHHHHHH.

Milya.

There are things that can't be explain.

There are things that you do without reason.

There are things that you shouldn't do.

There are things that you hate

But..you still hold on to.

Leave!

Be free!

You fall.

You fall again.

You fall harder.

You cried.

You plead.

You beg.

Being ignored.

Being deserted.

No reason gave.

You crawled.

You stumbled.

You raised.

You walk.

You learned.

You discovered.

You love again.

You run.

You laughed.

But when you start to hold on tight,

Something tickles.

Something slows you.

It cries.

It hurts.

You paused.

You think.

Be strong.

For HIM who promise you the best.

I salute you. For being an amazing person that I call friend.

Love is an amazing feeling that brings out the best and beast of you.

Monday?

It's a very good day for Monday.

Oh. Actually, I don't even realise that its monday! :)

The world is just awesome!

(Buuuuuuuut) I'm feelin sucky since I can't blog at work T_T tapi isokay isokay, "Where there is a will, there is always a thousand ways!".

I end up writing in my notebook, email and twitter thru my phone.

Sun Tzu's Art of War is...not badddd. Haven't finish reading tho. Gotta read gotta read.

Shoulder strain, too much time spend on the pc & paperworks. I think I have to do some....sport! Yes, sport. Well, apart from treadmill ofcourse. I'm thinking of tennis or squash with Dean soon since Iyul is on his study leave.

Wehuuuuu. I've done my defect log.

Itchy itchy hearrrrrrrt.

When the satisfaction or security of another person becomes as significant to one as one's own, then a state of love exists.

Scream my heart out. But can't do it now. Folks are sleepin -_-"

Cloudy. I can't think straight. Been saying that 100th times now. Hmm.. *shake head.

It fades away. Tired of the immature thinking. Attitude & situation combines which weaken the wall that I've been building for all these time.

Talk about time,...sigh.

It's always one party whom always being considerate.

It's always this party who ignored all the fagin' mess that you created.

It's always me.

And when being asked...

I can't react.

Numb.
Clueless.

Thank you for asking me those question, I should've known it loooooong time ago.

Sorry for being cold. I'm just...tired.

But when I'm being bold with my feelings, you acted like..THAT?

I used to miss you.

Tiada sempadan tak bisa ku lewati.

"Adinda bersumpah
Jikalau kekanda tidak kembali
Adinda akan menyusul kekanda
Meminjak pada tanah yang sama
Bernafas pada udara yang sama"

Teseliur rojak ku bung..lamb chop..aiyayyyyy.

Istigfar eh. Phewwww.

As a result of critical thinkin, I can't get myself straight and rational. Well, let just say that I pretend not to think about something while I actually am but hey..yeah. OK. Whatever.

No, I don't do whatever. Whatever.

OK, stop it.

Drench in misunderstood, with you and you. And you. Sigh. Well...let just say it was a small deal to be laugh at! Blame me, blame me. Was being emotional bah tu ^.^ Sorry yea? :)

Yul, Lina, Buzy, Awit, Kimi, Wana..Goodluck A level.. :)

Went to paddy field, I like it there,
sunyi..and green~
Breezy..tetidur ku bung. And when I wake up, Nana demand kan balik while it was pouring heavily. Hish.

Jaga makan macam jaga solat.. Jangan kan emo saja. Hahahaha

I don't hate nikon, accentuate expression bah tu for using Canon all the way and being blonde with Nikon. *bleeeerrr

I miss you.
Baru abis kraja.
I told you I miss you!
......

I'm sorry for being cold. I can't help it. CEZ YOU STARTED IT FOOOOOOO'!

Feed me.

I need a new book. I’m too packed. I’m too stuffed. I’m too carefree that I forgot that I have my own problem & someone to be care for.

Hehehe. Emo. :p

It seems like babylove and lemontea doesn’t have anything to do except sleeping. Bukan nya hibernating kan tu? ;)

Lapar ku.
Masak pulang.
I know. Malas ku. I would do that earlier if I want.

I really had to check my B.P.

Please don’t make wait again. When will you say yes to me?
Tell me quando quando quando

Its stressing to see all these numbers and wordings, coding, part numbers, SN. Aiyayaii. But I’m thankful that I have a job. Tehee. I’m almost done. Airbus MLG now. Hows your part G? lol

I was thinking to get the broadband but on a second thot, bukan nya permanent di office ponn. At least I can tweet by phone and blogging by noon.

Nada kan di cakapkan..
Actually I got plenty to say, tapi malas ku kan typing ah.

There is when you should say ‘Tell me’. Tapi it’s either you don’t want to or plain clueless. Waaa

Teseliur banar kan rojak Plaza Seria, I hope next week nada curfew lagi -_-"

I’m happy to see babylove & lemonT swimming now rather than sunbathing non-stop macam hibernating.

“…and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
Your making me insane..”

For you and you :)

Why do we close our eyes when we're sleeping..or crying? Perhaps good thing kadang-kadang...can't be seen.

There are things that we reluctant to let go and there someone who we refuse to leave..But remember, letting go doesn't mean the end of the world but its a new beginning :)

There are always happiness for those who cry, for those who have been hurt and for those who search and tried.

Love is when u cry for someone but still cares bout them.
Love is when they deserted you but you'll wait patiently.
Love is when they started to love someone else and you still be able to smile and says, "I'm happy for you"

When your love fails, let yourself go.
Let your heart flies to freedom again,
Remember you may find love and lost it
but when it's fail, you doesn't have to fail with it..

For my friends, you know who you are ;) Maybe this lighten kamu sikit.

Mat & Minah Over.

We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh. - Mary Roberts Rhinehart

She worsen this negative feelings...sigh. Both'f them tends to be overreacted...Okay lah tu, perfect match.

Attended 'open office' at the other office earlier, was nice, picture perfect and food feast. Too bad I didn't eat that much, or as I expected. Pffft. I don't know what bugs me. Pasal babylove pun...inda jua. G pun realise, entah la.. As long as I didn't skip meal that should be fine.

Highlight! Highlight!




We need to talk.
Talk in person if I like.
Hugs. I will.

Sigh. I don't know what stops me..or maybe it just me being...myself again.

Ignorance.
Self-indulgent.
Indecisive.

Gahhhh, Name it.

9th Oct? I was supposed to fly somewhere by now :( It's OK, tunggu weather nya fine, go away rain go away, go..

#1 White Sand beach in the world :)

That still makes itself no 1 on moi list ;)