Hows fasting so far?

"There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away"

I'm glad to say I didn't sungkai at 10am and main go-kart instead of Terawih.. It worth the change..I believe in that.

The first day was OK but it was a disaster yesterday. I woke up around 8 with a blast of excitement that I'm gonna spend the whole day fasting at home. Tapi sayang..as soon as I turned on the TV it was chanel to Travel & Living, FOOD PARADISE! ::::::((((( Its about hotdogs across US! Mann...I can't even switch it to other chanel up to the credit. *Drools. When it ended, Jamie Oliver and Nigella Lawson lagi! :'( But luckily I went thru something that distracts me from the TV so I hugged the guitar until at one point I went asleep! Yes. I napped! Huhu. Its been a while! I woke up exactly at 6 to another Food Paradise episode, ICE-CREAM! Glad I'm not a big fan of ice-cream tapi gagar jua. LOL.

10 min to Sungkai? I was already at the dining table, drooling over sausages & redbull!

Anyone joining terawih later? Di Kampong si Poupee ada orang gigiran! Weeheee.

Tapi I don't know kenapa hari ni I'm so thirsty.. maybe pasal I was late as for the 40 min queing tadi pagi, marah-marah or...I'm at my workplace. Its OK Ony, 6 hrs to go! :D

Cliche.

As cliche as may sound, this texts are sweeeeet. (I'm feelin under the weather this particular afternoon.) Its gonna be a long weekend for the non-shift staffs so..Have a nice weekend & Selamat Berpuasa.

When a boy is quiet ... millions of things are running in his mind.


When a boy is not arguing ... he is thinking deeply.


When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions ... he is wondering how long you will be around.


When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... he is not at all fine.


When a boy stares at you ... he is wondering why you are lying.


When a boy let you lays on his chest ... he is wishing for you to be his forever.


When a boy wants to see you everyday... he wants to be yours 4eva.


When a boy says ' I love you ' ... he means it.


When a boy says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more
than that.


Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....


Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot...


who calls you back when you hang up on him...


Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...


Wait for the guy who ...kisses your forehead...


Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...


Who holds your hand in front of his friends...


Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...


Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Awwwww. Bah, puasa isuk. Jangan lanji out there. lol

Jika ini hakikatnya...

"Setapak melangkah
Dua langkah ingatan kanda pada dinda
Adinda bersumpah
Jikalau kekanda tidak kembali
Adinda akan menyusul kekanda
Menginjak pada tanah yang sama
Bernafas pada udara yang sama
Layar berbelok-belok
Sauh dibongkar di tempat tenang
Yang tinggal hati tak elok
Yang pergi hati tak senang
Bila sampai waktu
Kita akan bersama"

Familiar? :DDD

Month of celebration!

I haven't heard this awesome songs for ages now, still i loveeee it.

"Jezzebelle I knew her well
Took one look at once I fell
Love so deep and now she's trippin'
Gave me joy you can't believe in
Jezzebelle come stay a while
Captivate me with your smile
Held you once I paid the price
and all the love were just illusions"

Today is Kaka Didi, The twin (Kani & Atoy)'s birthday. As well as Nini Amad and Haji Ibrahim. lol. Yesterday was Gemma & Joy's birthday. Kalau semua bbq, wuhu! Full :DDD

We had N7's gathering/reunion after 3..4..5 years? It was fun..really. Had the chance to meet everyone. Ada yang kurus! lol





Moon sighting for ramadan is..tomolo! Happy puasa to all the muslim yea.

18-08. Joy's Birthday

Funny, GAUK, PENYELURU and nice.

Have a blast Joy!

Ps. Tamu selera ni ehhhh~ lol


08's Raya at Gjul's place in Beribi. lol

Fresh!

"give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2 3 4"

I changed my ID, not because of any random comment but I just need to feel new, fresh, re-born (oh ok, over) but overall, I just want to feel rejuvenate, young. LOL. Yes, we are still. :) Nothing new here in my block. Mum still with her fluctuate mid-life crisis mood, Babah is with his sarcasm towards anything me/we are doing (and he flaunt it with a hint of jokes. huhu), sisters are doing good (hmmm...) and brothers are preparing for their exams. Righhht.

"You mean..mind blowing?"
"No! No! Mind BLASTING!"

Lol. Watched Russell Peters with the boys lastnight for the trillionth times but I don't find myself bored with his wit. I only fell asleep somewhere between the 'The most indian men's feeling' part thanks to my bracer. Retightened it 'gain yesterday, saw the hensem's dentist too. hahah!



Cheeri bought me these! Thank you :DDD Well, there's no apparent reason why I wanted it so much because I still like the Thai's one. Perhaps I'm on mid-life transition as well. Hahah. Mum's - "Welcome to the club B!" lol. The 355ml cost $4 in perth. (You can get the smaller can prolly 175ml for B$3.70) Anyone offering cheaper price for that?

"Red Bull originated from an energy drink from Thailand called Krating Daeng (Red Bull is the literal translation of Krating Daeng in Thai). Dietrich Mateschitz, an Austrian entrepreneur developed the Red Bull Energy Drink brand. Mateschitz was the international marketing director for Blendax, a toothpaste company, when he visited Thailand in 1982 and discovered that Krating Daeng helped to cure his jet lag.[2] Between 1984 and 1987, Mateschitz worked with TC Pharmaceutical (a Blendax licensee) to adapt Krating Daeng for the European market. At the same time Mateschitz and Chaleo Yoovidhya founded Red Bull GmbH; each investing $500,000 of savings and taking a stake in the new company. Chaleo and Dietrich each hold 49% share of the new company. They gave the remaining 2% to Chaleo's son Chalerm, but it was agreed that Mateschitz would run the company.[3] The product was launched in 1987, in a carbonated format which is not as sweet as Krating Daeng."

See? lol. Iatah...Thai's or US's, it doesn't matter.. :)

1329, Beautiful ones.

High on diesel and gasoline, psycho for drum machine
shaking their bits to the hits,
Drag acts, drug acts, suicides, in your dad's suits you hide
staining his name again,
Cracked up, stacked up, 22, psycho for sex and glue
lost it to Bostik, yeah,
Shaved heads, rave heads, on the pill, got too much time to kill
get into bands and gangs,

Oh, here they come, the beautiful ones, the beautiful ones

loved up, Doved up, hung around, stoned in a lonely town
shaking their meat to the beat,
High on diesel and gasoline, psycho for drum machine
shaking their bits to the hits,

Oh, here they come, the beautiful ones, the beautiful ones.

You don't think about it,
You don't do without it,
because you're beautiful,
And if your baby's going crazy
that's how you made me,

la, la, la, la...

***
Its jakil’s 18th birthday! Happy birthday kil.. *hugs* You I’ll always be here for you <33

Someone says that Im ugly and transversite looking. :)

IP address shows.. that’s all I can say. Anyways, I’m looking forward for bridex this sat. I bet its gonna be exciting.

I’m nervous for 4.30 meeting later, eventho my session is only for 20 min, hella, I’m anxious! I can do this! :DDD

1633, Linger - Cranberries.

The Cranberries

Linger (from the album "Everybody Else Is Doing It So Why Don't
We") ------

D
if you

if you could return
A
don't let it burn don't let it fade
C
i'm sure i won't be rude

but it's just your attitude
G
it's tearing me apart it's ruining everyday.

I also like to alternate A and A6 between measures to add some
variety to it.

I swore, I swore I would be true
but honey so did you
so why were you holding her hand
is that the way we stand
were you lying all the time
was it just a game to you

But I miss you
you know I'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to
do you have to
do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought I loved you
I thought that nothing could go wrong
but I was wrong
I was wrong

If you, if you could get by
trying not to lie
things wouldn't be so confused
and I wouldn't feel so used
but you always ruin you
I just wanna be with you

and I miss you
you know I'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to
do you have to
do you have to let it linger

and I miss you
you know I'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to
do you have to
do you have to let it linger

you know I'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to
do you have to
do you have to let it linger
--

Great monday ahead.

"I Wanna Be"

Look. I know we've been friends for a while now.
But, I just feel like I can confess to you.
It's gonna be hard but.
Alright here it goes...

Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest,
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand.
Girl, imagine: if you needed advise about some other guy, I'm the one that comes to mind.
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend,
just trying to make sure I'm that body that you call your man,
and anytime you need a shoulder -- it's yours, night or day,
but what I'm tryna say is, I wanna be...

The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...

Would it be cool?
Would you mind if I called you my boo,
what if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you?
Can I be the one that meets your pops and take your mama shoppin', be the only one they like?
Have you thought about it -- wait -- really thought about it?
Maybe you should take some time
call your girls and talk about it, yeah.
'cause I done already made up my mind,
don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you,
I wanna be...

Put me on your screen saver, all over your myspace and make me one of your top favorites,
that's where I wanna be...
The one you cryin' for (stand up for and fightin' for)
wanna be your good, bad, love, hate girl..

Cross my heart hoped to die, on everything that's good,
I'm gonna do you right, show you right, get this understood.

***
Ok so Gemma suggest me that song, ok la geem, macam desperate jua bunyinya. Anyways, thank youuu. So my weekend was great, it turns out to be my fav weekend this month. (Baru jua 10 haribulan. lol) My car was ready by saturday, thats how fast the workers work on it. Waaiiitt..i think be-mentioned sudah on my last post. LOL. Babbb. Last saturday was...exciting. I mean, first I get to see the new bumper and excapade was nice. But still raw fish wont turn me on. lol. I went there with Dean and Babu. Rizqun's chauffer ah.. @#$%^&*(*( he wont let us park infront of the lobby, "We don't reserved parking for Rizqun's diners" Jubur mu. Cez Dean's sis parked her car disana lapas tu. Astaaaah.

"...happy..."

Oh sunday was exciting. As per plan, I went to Pusat Ehsan w/ gemma and Anna. But instead of going straight to Bengkurong, we went to the long route (sasat! lol) passed Wasan, Lumapas, junjungan. Dayummm the places I never been to before. When we get there, it was a big crowd, fun (ok laa) and panas. We didnt stayed long, cez terlampau haaawt. After KFC I drag Gemma along to Jungle Gym. Bawa Annah... Ayal! lol. Anna suka aunty gemma eh~

Shabu shabu was niiice. Went there with Dean, Babu, Chhherrreee and Ijah. Gatal pulang bibir pasal seafood but i like it! Watched G.I.Joe halfway cez I cant stand watching it when I cant focus. The part yang I watch ok lah, except nampak animation nya. lol

I'm afraid that I'll walk away instead of chasing you.

New bumper!

Crazy week!

We (Dean, Babu Wan & I) car-pooled! Yes. Its exciting and siuk. Pasal kami ayal so last thursday we were accidentally hit by this Lt. cez the police traffic yang escort royalties stops us..like that! But now my car is ok sudah, fixed. Handsome oredy. I was overly panic but dean manage to get everything smooth. I was back there with Babu & Em.. *scream! LOL. Thanks everyone..thats comforting! *hugs.

Last week's bbq was great too. Everyone is two-tones. The food was yummy thanks to gjul. Wait..did I mentioned this on my last post? Nevermind.

Now I'm looking forward to Pusat Ehsan's charity bazaar to wrap up my week and next week, Bridex! Ololololollll

See y'all around.

Ps. But theres something that excites and making me feels like the butterflies on and around moi tummy! *Ruffles hair. ;)

Holding back the years.

This is one of the songs that I wouldnt be bored listening over and over again. By Simply red.

"Holding Back The Years"

Holding back the years
Thinking of the fear I've had so long
When somebody hears
Listen to the fear that's gone
Strangled by the wishes of pater
Hoping for the arms of mater
Get to me the sooner or later

Holding back the years
Chance for me to escape from all I've known
Holding back the tears
Cause nothing here has grown
I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all those years
And nothing had the chance to be good
Nothing ever could yeah

I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
So tight

I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all of those years
And nothing had the chance to be good
Cause nothing ever could oh yeah

I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
Holding, holding, holding

That's all I have today
It's all I have to say

And this is by Beyonce, its pretty new compared to the (above) song but when it is a love song by Beyonce..its always be lovely!

"Broken hearted girl"

You're everything I thought you never were
Ain't nothing like a thought could have been
Still, you live inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there
At the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don't wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But untill now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you got the most respect for me but
Sometimes I feel you're not deserved of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes, there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that
You would walk away

Oh but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there
At the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don't wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I met a place I thought I'd never be, oh
I'm living in a world whereas all about you and me, yeah
And I won't be afraid, my broken heart as free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my babe
Don't wanna take a breath without my babe


There! :) Chin up babe, the best is yet to come!

Agustus

July left us already, here come august. Infact it has passed 4 days now. That is how fast time goes. Hmm. Anyways, july was great, ups and down, but still awesome! "Enjoy your worry, you'll prolly never had it again" Weird..but I like it.

I'm still in the office, doing great by days, I believe this new system will be splendid, because the trial run was literally a success. (Ok enough talking bout work. Disclosure. :p

August is month of celebration. Birthdays and all. Since its syaaban, I bet makan-makan is all around and...this time of the year, I want to... Mistakes & Stupid crap mistakes done, I want to ditch that.. cleansing and start a new chapter with all the blessing.. I'm sorry for all the mistakes Ive done to you and you and you and everyone else.

I extracted this form my cousin's friends, I frequently visited his page as its so invigorating..I admit I'm too naive.. :)

KEISTIMEWAAN BULAN SYAA'BAN


Hari Nisfu Sya'aban adalah hari dimana buku catatan amalan kita selama setahun diangkat ke langit dan diganti dengan buku catatan yang baru. Catatan pertama yang akan dicatatkan dibuku yang baru akan bermula sebaik sahaja masuk waktu maghrib, (15 Sya'aban bermula pada 14 hb sya'aban sebaik sahaja masuk maghrib)

Berikut adalah antara amal ibadah di hari Nisfu Sya'aban:

1. Selepas solat maghrib (15 Sya'aban)
Solat sunat Nisfu Sya'aban, 2 rakaat
Rakaat 1 : baca Al-Fatihah & surah Al-Qadar 1x
Rakaat 2 : baca Al-Fatihah & surah Al-Ikhlas 3x

2. Membaca Yaasin 3x selepas solat Maghribnya (15 Sya'aban)
i) Selepas Yaasin pertama : mohon doa dipanjangkan umur untuk beribadat kepada Allah
ii) Selepas Yaasin kedua : mohon doa mendapat rezeki yang halal untuk beribadat kepada Allah iii)Selepas Yaasin ketiga : mohon doa ditetapkan iman dan Islam & mati di dalam iman & pohonlah segala yang baik....

Kemudian baca Istighfar 11x & selawat 11x
Baca doa Nisfu Sya'aban

3. Baca surah Al-Ikhlas 1000x

4. Berpuasa pada siangnya

Abul Khair Al Talaqaani r.a. mengira nama2 malam Nisfu Syaaban sebanyak 22.
Antaranya yg termasyhur adalah:

1. Malam Dimustajabkan Doa
2. Malam Pembahagian Takdir
3. Malam Rahmat
4. Malam Berkat
5. Malam Pengampunan (Taubat)
6. Malam Penebusan
7. Malam Syafaat
8. Malam Penulisan
9. Malam Keagungan dan Kemuliaan
10.Malam Rezeki
11.Malam Hari Raya Para Malaikat
12.Malam Penghidupan


Antara kelebihan bulan Sya'aban:

1. Sesiapa berpuasa sehari dalam bulan Sya'aban maka Allah haramkan tubuhnya dari api neraka dan dia akan menjadi teman kpd nabi Allah Yusof di dalam syurga.

2. Riwayat dari Osman Bin Abi Al-As, Sabda Nabi Muhammad SAW :
"Pada malam Nisfu Sya'aban setelah berlalu 1/3 malamnya, Allah turun ke langit dunia lalu berfirman : Adakah orang-orang yang meminta maka Aku perkenankan permintannya, Adakah orang yang meminta ampun maka Aku ampunkannya, Adakah orang yang bertaubat maka Aku terima taubatnya dan diampunkan semua orang mukmin lelaki & perempuan, melainkan orang yang berzina atau orang yang berdendam marah hatinya kepada saudaranya".

Sebaik-baiknya minta ampun dengan ibubapa sebelum Hari Nisfu Sya'aban, kerana amalan kita akan terhalang dari diangkat ke langit sekiranya kita derhaka/berdosa dengan ibubapa kita.

Buttermilk Chicken Recipe for MUIZO.

I was reading his post for Buttermilk Chicken that he need to mastered before he's flying to UK.

This recipe serves one, ok lah tu, you alone. lol

1 medium sized chicken breast
3-5 Curry leaves
3-5 Chopped green chili, preferably Lada Thailand :)
3 tablespoon of butter
3-5 tablespoon of condensed milk (susu manis! :)
3 tablespoon of water
Pepper & Salt to season

Minced chicken coarsely and dipped in plain flour. Fry until golden brown..that should takes 5-7 min.

For the sauce:
Melt butter on low heat, throw in curry leaves and fry until fragrant. Put in the chopped chilli. Stir in the condensed milk and water, let it mixed with the butter. (Taste it, kalau satisfied...) Put in the fried chicken and season it.

Tadddddaaaaa :)